The fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing Fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing Look, I been independent since a lil kid homie I been getting bigger, yeah the kid been growing I been showing out, blowing out competition like a candle it's a trounce And I'm out, bounce Waive ya hands in the air, it's a stick up (stick up) I gotta get up, pick it up, sitting round watching light pass on the ceiling, get up I been counting down since I'm a younging homie fuck it homie Said he got my back, and he'll fund it fo me Fuck I'm owing everybody classics, feeling like the wait gonna crash in the wake of a breakdown Fuck it, lemme break it down for you, tell me how it sound to you Putting everything inside your body on the ground for it Blood sweat tears and I'll drown for it Take whatevers out pour it down you’re a clown if you stop so soon I see ya, who I need is up to me and I choose my people You not wanted, you not needed, unimportant, fuck I see I’m back up on my shit, this pen is scratching up my hitlist Get this, worry bout you I’ma worry bout me, I ain’t heard about you, you ain’t heard about me The fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing Fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing The fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing Fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing ….Ain’t nobody feeling like I’m feeling in this motherfucker Is you? You know it’s true You could take whatever sympathy you got for the situation I’m in and toss it I’m fine man I got this, Never put another man’s life into my shit, I am not psychic, I am as liable To tell you it’s fine as I might be to drop it and fight for what I get Try it I got ya, cause I was told way back fight for yours And I’d put my life down to ignite this cause (I mean I’m telling everybody they can see it if they want it And it’s not an invitation it’s a peaceful way to call em) Tell em I ain’t taking shit, no more, no more, no more (fuck it they got it) Tell em I ain’t taking shit from nobody, I promise Been learning more about myself since I got in to college I gotta be honest, I’m not a psychologist but psychotic is probable I’m a couple quarters off from a dollar My two cents turned a nuisance, who’s bent Dude is, truly I do this I’m moving this music Like i could be the next one, to blow Like I don’t see the test coming, no Like why believe whenever I could cling I don’t like to see me let something go And I won’t be letting up, tightening the grips Lightning quick, you know I’m diving in this shit Climbing with the pen, why you getting sick Rubber necking, snap, run ahead, and crash Try and listen, if ya come prepared to scrap I’m prepared to laugh, mind ya business bitch The fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing Fuck are you worried bout me fo? Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing (I know they see me coming)The fuck are you worried bout me fo? (I know they see me coming) (I know they see me coming)Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing (I know they see me coming) (I know they see me coming) Fuck are you worried bout me fo? (I know they see me coming) (I know they see me coming) Mind ya business or y'all wind up missing (I know they see me coming) I been climbing all of my life I don’t see the top coming soon I been fighting all of my life I don’t think I’ll fall, yet Fall, yet, everything I have inside this heart melts What’s that crystal ball tell? What’s that crystal ball tell? Only thing I got in life is death Like it’s destined, every minute like a year So I’m living life inside the seconds I ain’t going back yet I ain’t going back yet, I’ma find a purpose till it kills me on my last breath Cause I been climbing all of my life What’s that crystal ball tell?

People changed and I move on Use it as the lyrics to a new song I been severing ties, nothing new But I wonder if it’s worth looking dead in the eyes I been moping, quiet, hoping, open eyelids Something brewing dog, I move in silence You and all you crew involved can close your mouths An open mind the only thing worth my timing I ain’t giving in no more I ain’t what I used to be and I’m fine with that I ain’t giving in no more You ain’t what you used to be and I’m fine with that Taking calculated risks, never measure the cost Could be a hundred to one, but never tell em the odds Cause I been circulating flyers, tapes, tweets, fuck it emails Word of mouth, need to get wind under these sales Till my shit retail, retweet that shit Got a lot of clicks, gotta peep that shit But the buzz still low, I’ma bee that kid With the wing flap, anything he can get Is a guarantee, fuck with boy on the rise Lemme show em what I know on the line Like my soul when I rhyme, to the folks that I reach Want control of my life, but I know what I need And I reap what I sew, what I wrote for the mic Don’t be holding me tight, when I blow I’ma leave And you gotta let go, for the moment yeah I’m holed in this life But it ain’t gone last forever Inside a ticking time bomb waiting For the day that it could detonate And I don’t ever wing it, I would rather fucking levitate I don’t wanna see it, be a part of nothing wasting my time I know a lot of shit stay in my mind Cause I been holding back tears on em, Yeah it’s that real, when I look into the mirror And I’m knowing that fear gonna rise in me And I might just be, what I hoped I’m not, and I hope I’m not I ain’t giving in no more I ain’t what I used to be and I’m fine with that I ain’t giving in no more You ain’t what you used to be and I’m fine with that It’s been a quiet few months on the home front Everybody left, me, I been travelling Digging deep, wanna broaden what I know but I seem to only want the places that I haven’t been And that led me here to you That moment I can’t take back That led me here to you That led me here to you And maybe that’s perfect, maybe that’s worth it Maybe that justifies all of this shit But lately I’m hurting, feeling it’s urgent I don’t really know what to be calling this shit Is it fate, is it destiny? What I make of my legacy I create it from anger I guess it’s taking the best of me Homies waiting to message me, wanna know if I need em I wouldn’t be here without ya I hope it shows when I’m speaking I mean it honest as possible there some shit that I gotta do By myself, but I know if could conquer the obstacle With no help from my peers, I’m a man in my own eyes Handle my own life, yeah they say a fine line Walking with the help of nobody on your side, like Either it’ll make him or break him, I gotta try right Everything riding on the road I see But I’m the only fucking person in control of me I ain’t giving in no more I ain’t what I used to be and I’m fine with that I ain’t giving in no more You ain’t what you used to be and I’m fine with that

This is the last call, climb up From the top it’s a fast fall, so I jump Parachute strapped, I ain’t pulling the latch It’s a suicide mission but I’m sure I’ll be back And as I’m falling to the bottom I remember why I started Getting clearer cause I’m reaching the clouds (cause I’m reaching the clouds) And all the people I forgotten started calling and I hear em But it’s late, cause I’m seeing the ground (cause I’m seeing the ground) Landed face first, pulling myself up Left with the feeling that I couldn’t have helped but I’m here right now and it’s that gotta mean something I’m here right now, and it’s gotta mean something And you couldn’t take this moment, moment But you couldn’t take this moment from me And you couldn’t take this moment, moment But you couldn’t take this moment from me So I stand tall, with ya And if you wanna jump, then ya man falls with ya I’ll be right here, taking it in I fucking crawled to the top, and I’d make it again So what the fuck could you tell me about the way that I’m living This is my life, every single day’ll be different if I’m Putting my mind to it, shit that I’m blind to I’m devoted to learning about myself and what I’m doing Not enough time to believe that it’s wrong I got me, and the sum of all the people involved And that’s a good start, push hard, look for the truth Telling lies doesn’t hurt, but it would if it’s you That believed it, looking for a reason to stay But the reasons designed just to keep me in place And I wanna see it all, with ya I wanna be involved in the small shit, cause if it matters to one I think it matters to all, and I be damned if I run Because the challenge is tall, fuck it I’m here for it all And you couldn’t take this moment, moment But you couldn’t take this moment from me And you couldn’t take this moment, moment But you couldn’t take this moment from me So I stand tall, with ya And if you wanna jump, then ya man falls with ya I’ll be right here, taking it in I fucking crawled to the top, and I’d make it again So what the fuck could you tell me about the way that I’m living This is my life, every single day’ll be different if I’m Building this up with bare hands, I got this shit From the moment I started planning my apocalypse I faced death outta stage fright But I been learning every day I gotta face life You only get one crack at it, fuck it I’m back at it I saw the floor, but now I’m climbing to that attic I be the trap addict, gotta be something And I could find a hundred reasons why I like to be fronting But this is true shit, I accept me for the facts All the shit that been keeping me back I embrace it, that was my past and I take it That was my path and I’ll break it And you couldn’t take this moment, moment But you couldn’t take this moment from me And you couldn’t take this moment, moment But you couldn’t take this moment from me  

They say there’s truth in jest, truthfully I jest a lot Shit I should’ve said culminates to what junior’s not Been in the practice of biting my tongue, lately But ain’t no hiding what I have become, baby Bathe in holy water; I don’t think it’d save me But I ain’t hopeless for the future, every day brings Something more to the table, set it Get a plate and settle up to start with the same objective That’s the way that I fake aggression Like really I’m madder than you coulda guessed Psych, there’s truth when I jest But truthfully I can see beauty in stress Shit that I do in pursuit of success, right I just be wanting the best life Doing shit better the next night, Taking it slow is predictable homie I’m pushing this shit till my death, right I don’t be seeing no red lights Everyone saying I got it Fuck it then, go head and make me an offer I’m as committed to changing my posture As i be slumping from slumming the night before, we Spend time try and record, sleep, ten takes likely to bore me First take, first take, first take, first take First take classic, I should be scoring You know my mind is recording Back to back for those days When I couldn’t believe in that master plan And shit changed so quickly, I had to crack And pick myself up to attach it back But like humpty dumpy I climbed again Only to find on the climb I was higher then Cause my last peak, ehhhh, coulda been better Spent too much time thinking “should I have said it” Instead of letting it fly But in time I grew wings and accepted the sky My head is up high Cell phone rings and it catches my eye Crashing, crashing, I’m back to the real world That’s the passion I rather would kill for That’s the fact but I’m crashing, fast And we all just want to believe in ourselves But I been caught in the secrets I held Secrets from me, and what I aspired to be Truthfully I couldn’t sing But I be on that R&B shit, sometimes A rhyme ain’t all it seems, if I begin to lose sight and start skipping flows To fill when I’m hitting notes Then I trail off….. That’s the mark of my brain on the track with the rails off I couldn’t say when this train stops But I couldn’t blame if you bailed off Hell nah, but I appreciate anyone willing to help dog Shit is a journey in finding myself, what’ll go down if I fail y’all? Cause I been changing lately at a rapid rate I’m a hair behind the tortoise in this rabbit race Pick it up, there’s no love lost, Either show me you won’t stop Or believe that I’m done, gone Peace, I’m leaving this low spot Reaching for confidence, outward Looking at others to give me a choice But they couldn’t tell me what I’m worth And they aren’t the reason I’m given a voice I only speak on the shit that I know So talking with me’ll be limited to: Balling and working and chilling at home I might even throw in a gimmick or two My confidence rising, no stopping the growth Only thing pulling me down is me I be accomplishing all of my goals And there ain’t no telling what I can be

Putting this shit in the public for me I feel like I owe it to yall who discovered and funded my dreams I am a product of what you would see When it’s clear that the moment has passed me Homies would typically gas me Hard not to let that shit be the truth for you when you was acting Like it was ya destiny just to be here But what have you really been up to this year Working and writing and sleeping and worrying That is a cycle I recognize well Hurting inside but just keeping it buried And hide it till no one is trying to help Turning and trying to dream in the night But lately I haven’t been lying alone I’m in the habit of lying to self That’s why I been trying to buy into help But I want the best, for everyone here I wanna stress I never appeared To be someone other than me at the time That I’m breathing, I see that I’m recently blind But I don’t need eyes to look at the past And picture the people I couldn’t have lasted without, you Driving around till we out, too, late Come in the house, you, bounce, After we rap, cool Hitting record and the tracks, due, maybe We could focus on it, get better while we open shop And next tape we be blowing up, but noone’s showing up and I know that after we pass, thru, playing That shit, everyone gonna be saying that’s it Everyone gonna be saying that’s sick, that’s it homie, let’s drop the shit Laminated those covers, pass the CD out for one dollar, only Sitting back at that grad practice, telling people to cop it, homie Walked up and said, listen to me, I heard the tape, I’m digging the beats But I wasn’t feeling the rapping, could you burn a tape of the beats and I get it for free Fuck is he serious, this a critique, he dissing our schemes I took that shit so personal, cause I wish and believed I might go big Anything’s possible, write some hits But I don’t believe anymore that I’d do it alone Cause you know I ben solo like homie was kylo ren Fuck it, I feel like I might go sith I been embracing that psycho shit I been relentlessly feeling that pity It’s obvious now when that cycle hits That I need to get that shit back to the basics I need to hit up the past when I made this Not out of pressure or feeling like if I ain’t write it the best then I’m wasting my efforts Make it together, saying whatever it takes To get everyone in this place I ain’t gone make it without y’all believe it That’s why I know it’s unlikely I fail I’m in the habit of lying to self That’s why I been trying to buy into help But I want the best, for everyone here I wanna stress I never appeared To be someone other than me at the time That I’m breathing, I see that I’m recently blind But I don’t need eyes to look at the past And picture the people I couldn’t have lasted without, you Driving around till we out, too, late Come in the house, you, bounce, After we rap, cool Hitting record and the tracks, due, maybe We could focus on it, get better while we open shop And next tape we be blowing up, but noone’s showing up and I know that after we pass, thru, playing That shit, everyone gonna be saying that’s it Everyone gonna be saying that’s sick, that’s it homie, let’s drop the shit Book a flight and came back, with like 50 songs recorded They all important Putting my all into every line as my homie was mixing we ball and scoring Coming back to watch flicks, and drop shit The music was coming in natural flows I felt like the day that we dropped it the people would notice you boy wasn’t rapping for show The feedback, ehhhhh, mixed at best But at the time I still did my best One year later we back in the booth and I know this shit gone kill the rest I mean I feel so confident in this shit I been the bomb in this bitch Lately I feel like there’s something inside me that’s waiting to show when I’m dropping this shit You think you figured me out, fuck I’ma be switching my style, up I’ma be spitting some foul stuff I’ma be splitting the ground, fuck This is the shit I been working towards And I be damned if I quit now This is the shit I been earning for And I be damned if I give out Cause I got y’all, with all of it said Even in failure, I call it success Cause I got y’all, with all of it said Even in failure, I call it success  

Ain’t no believing in this This real deal, shit, I’ma be eating again Load up my plate so the feasting begins The hunger been growing since I was a kid Fuck it I’m showing you why I been sick Throwing these words at a wall and I’m hoping that some of the shit’s gonna rhyme when it sticks If not that’s cool I’ma drop this shit and kick back I got no time for this chit chat, I am determined to get stacks This is the part where y’all run Peace, don’t be pretending to do this with me I know the people that truly believed I know it’s all luck And my fingers crossed tight, walking the boardwalk I’m here on fall night, headphones blasting, pen attached to the page I’m writing these long rhymes Anybody coulda been here if they wanted but I got it and god dammit you should know I’ma flaunt it Like, like that’s for me Gimme that trophy, happily 82 games in a season and I’ma be sweeping you know that I can’t be beat Anyone testing, I don’t need questions, I don’t be passing can’t you see MVP, MVP, Kobe when I hit these shots I am a baller, lil homie you just gotta sit and watch Who the best out, with no direction Got no fans, I got no acceptance Living straight edge was so depressing I crashed the first year, a total freshman And I ain’t been looking up since that day Since that day I been a different kid in that brain I been committed to live that way Fuck it, I know, I could do more, lately I been content to be too damn lazy I ain’t been working like you had raised me I do that maybe Looking for something to lift up my spirit The devil is closer, I hear it, I hear it I feel like he’s growing, he’s nearer, he’s nearer I see him when I’m looking into the mirror

I remember when it started in me How could I not, that feeling never faded Recently it’s getting harder living With it, there’s no hiding what’s becoming in this cellar basement There’s some shit that’s buried very deep All the guarantees, handshakes with people I don’t Need em if they scared of me, what I’m becoming or That I barely see em, homie I’m rarely leaving my home so don’t Be tearing me apart I do that shit enough to myself There’s some days that I could really give a fuck if I fail Like I would rather be anywhere that my fire is lit but I’m getting minimum wages to maximize this potential It isn’t working as well as I’m hoping Rent check short, gas money short Shits it’s like perpetual brokenness And that’s a sign of growing up, so I’ll take those lumps Keep grinding while I make them bucks I just wonder when I stop feeling like I’m always going through motions I just wanna know if you devoted I just wonder if you know what I been knowing If you didn’t then it’s over So I don’t wanna hear from anyone else Been growing slowly through the year I guess I’m still in this shell This adrenaline spikes, fuck with me cause we be chilling tonight I’m not worrying bout anyone else But when you facing the obstacle in the mirror Everyday it’s getting clearer to my peers that I can’t trust myself A couple doctors give opinions on what stuff might help But I been going crazy lately tryna judge my health I mean there’s some days, I’m feeling it, wake up, I’m killing shit Go to sleep, smile on my face till I slip again Cause it ain’t all a breeze, we work a lot for free But being underappreciated is not for me So for the seven days remaining in the week I’ll be claiming what I see And the rest is a given, I want the best but forgetting To get my head in a rhythm or just a better position To be the best as a person maybe instead of just bitching about it Maybe I’ll do it, like if I say it then prove it Cause I been wasting my movement On stupid shit, and struggling to be great in this music When I should really be focused on being great as a human And I just wonder why it’s feeling like going through motions I just wanna know if you devoted I just wonder if you know what I been knowing If you didn’t then it’s over So I don’t wanna hear from anyone else Been growing slowly through the year I guess I’m still in this shell This adrenaline spikes, fuck with me cause we be chilling tonight No worrying from anyone else

I’m the realest in this bitch Ain’t nobody fucking with ya boi I’m the realest in this bitch Ain’t nobody fucking with ya boi I’m the realest in this bitch Ain’t nobody fucking with ya boi Gathering ammunition for rainy days Load the clip from the chopper we gonna make it rain I never been about that life, why front Cause I’m a rapper, so act right! Or time’s up blaow Better believe it homie, I step on the scene Fresh to death, fever a hundred seven degrees I wanna drive fast, die young, fuck around Try dumb shit, like drinking until my eyes numb, blind facts Cause the truth speaks loudly And I speak softly, but always gotta ear to the streets And I do things proudly But I be bossy, always gotta tell em what I hear on a beat I been hearing some bullshit, People that got opinions on me when they not a part of the shit I been pulling Like that’s cool, come and say it to my face if you that cool Confrontational shit, satan playing with fire It ain’t no saving the kid Fuck you thinking this is, I got a brain but it’s vacant Lately, retaining like nothing and then I blank and forget Shit, creating a hit list, cause lately I’m pissed And it’s all on me, I intend to offend ya And if you coming at me, I am the Dikembe defender Bitches, but gimme a 16, get ate, in 24 secs That shot clock like the bitches I rape Pause, some shit that I say falls on deaf ears I just wanna get your attention Cause next year I’m coming for what I feel I been missing Listen, been wishing repentance within the sentences written Since I had started this shit I hit the Mark and my DeNiro just departed from this But I’m a smart focker, I want every drop and I’m milking All of the profits I’m getting off it, and spending till bill is calling I’m dizzy, the roof is spinning, i’ll sit(calm) (Bill Cosby) Hands in my pockets, kicking a can on the sidewalk I guess it’s time to sit and take a look at how I talk I mean I keep my head down, moving along But there’s a lot of shit I think that I don’t use in a song And there’s two sides to it, and I don’t let a lot people see It cause I feel like if I do I ruin what I been working for, I been searching for Someone to relieve this pain I got And I been slowly turning more into things I’m not And that’s maybe cause I’m straying from home But I ain’t staying for long It’s something I’ma run with Cause you only get a few shots at it, I’ll be back when I’m done then

Ain’t it funny how this shit work out? Went from unemployed making nothing To making it for myself, need something more Lately I been fucking bored, where’s that silver lining I been trying, reaching night in night out, I been lights out, burning bridges guess it’s time to light that fire right now I feel it burning, that turn had furnished a milestone Wonder where my drive is tho, wonder how far I would go Riding slow through the city lights Any night, every night, switching lanes, getting hype This some some serious shit Waking up in cold sweats in December again Another year and I ain’t changed much More like day to day stuff Baby steps, led me from my home and then I came up And ain’t no looking back, why would I be doing that Time to turn the blinders on, time to leave my pride at home Now I started pushing back, scribble on a crooked pad Writing till I find a zone, riding till my mind is…gone Cause all I see around is green lights You wanna stop it, then ya stepping to me Everybody got opinions, telling me what being me’s like But understand that you could never do that better than me, (Better than me) Ain’t a single fucking person out here better than me (bitch) Better than me, and ain’t a single fucking reason why I’d let you believe You see me working, day in day out It don’t change much And these verses playing, lay out Like a paint brush This how I tell it all, until it’s nothing left This shit is every song, every fucking breath My resolution is a selfish one Be better to yourself, and the people that instill in you hope And do the shit you know you’ve never done And when you finish then you pick up your folks There ain’t a limit just go Stop being timid and blow, this shit is written in stone This is the feeling you’re feeling inside the pit of your bones This is destiny calling you homie pick up your phone Go be a hero, homie You been staying in this place all your life But it’s time to make a living homie For all the nights you couldn’t sleep And the days you couldn’t focus The times you couldn’t eat Every other meal was frozen And you wanna be a baller, yeah, hear em saying tru, tru Never gonna make it as another, homie do you Cause all I see around is green lights You wanna stop it, then ya stepping to me Everybody got opinions, telling me what being me’s like But understand that you could never do that better than me, (Better than me) Ain’t a single fucking person out here better than me (bitch) Better than me, and ain’t a single fucking reason why I’d let you believe  

There’s a whole lot of ways I could tackle this shit I could sit back and listen I could be glad it happened and remember what it’s like making bad decisions I’m with it, Really with you, this feeling is drilling the tip of my skull I maybe too pushy to get you to show what is real and what’s fake The difference is so, tricky to know Riding around in the city that’s home, the windows are low I’m feeling inspired by people around me They stick to me close Feeling inspired to make rearrangements Seeing this basement I started this shit in is funny To me it was something to do when the feeling occurred Now look at my telling my feelings in words There ain’t much that can match with this And I ain’t really looking for replacements I ain’t really looking forward baby I been living here with you I been living here with you Maybe if it’s meant to be, you and me could last forever You and me could have it better, couldn’t have said that shit better myself All this time tryna settle my health I know that I’m sick, no medical test I know I’m a kid, but step to me recklessly You gone be feeling so helpless I never sleep I been up grinding to reach on my every dream I been up climbing to reach for my destiny I been so focused on being the best of me Maybe I took all the focus from you I know that it’s true I been addicted to growing myself, But never considered me growing with you Ain’t that some shit, spend ya whole life making connection Then break em regardless of making the effort Of staying together, it’s really an art To all of my people that drifted apart Know that I never would take it for granted I know there some people I maybe abandoned But I was determined to make it my plan That I’d make it alone, riding alone Writing alone, stay in a zone, finding it lonely To be independent a hundred percent of the time that I own It’s fucked up feeling you the only one that gets you Like the whole world is against you And no one could pretend to, Own it, control it, the onus ain’t them, it’s you What you made for yourself What you take when it’s left What you take in your death But I be so focused on pleasing the living That all of these thoughts’ll remain in my head And maybe it’s best So many secrets retaining so patiently Waiting to show all the things I’da said In the moment I know that I’m tripping I own it I feel it corroding, this feeling is imminent Middle between either thinking I’ll blow Or shit I’ma blow it, in the position to To sit and evaluate all of my fears And losing you would be top of the list But losing myself, is not gonna cut it I gotta be real with myself, Brain is working overtime, all this working out for health I been looking everywhere but I don’t think I found myself I been so focused, on fuck it like everything Every lil thought that I think it’s a ferris wheel Spinning with no control, I’m going overboard Rather I’m sinking the ship is a metaphor Rather be drinking, forget what I said it for Rather not show you, or tell you my head is sore Rather be, ready to tell you my secrets And trust that unloading this ain’t a mistake Show you the world that I made in my brain Only for me, it’s only for me But maybe there’s room in this place we can breathe Maybe there’s proof in the danger I see That living is living with reason to be

There’s some shit you couldn’t fix with a song You see me limping to the finish but I’m getting along Cause people always had my back for me And I could never pay it back on a track, sorry I try to show it every day but it‘s confusing me But I don’t want a see a future in this shit if it doesn’t involve you and me I know it’s stupid, I’m dependent on y’all But if I wasn’t then fuck it, I’d be content with the fall But I grab on, to you I never, to you I never But I grab on, to you I’d never fall I grab on, and I’ma be holding this moment every day Cause I grab on, and I grab on But I grab on, to you I never, to you I never But I grab on, to you I’d never fall I ain’t never said I’m perfect, believe it But this a process, I believe it’s worth it to be it Cause in the end, I’m tryna do right by me And right by us, the middle is a time I breathe And see the beauty in the small shit Doing all the wrong shit With ya I don’t care cause you laugh at it Losing breath, I’m an asthmatic But the moments when I’m choking show perspective on my bad habits Backpacking with these books in my bag I couldn’t relax, sweating in my hoodie in class I got a lot to learn yet, only get it with practice Adrenaline jacking it’s time to fucking get it, get active and I But I grab on, to you I never, to you I never But I grab on, to you I’d never fall I grab on, and I’ma be holding this moment every day Cause I grab on, and I grab on But I grab on, to you I never, to you I never But I grab on, to you I’d never fall Feeling like the city on my back I hold it as I’m building on a track, And I exhale, believe, then inhale twice The next breath I breathe could end my life So this is like the journey in between the first and last breath Looking for a reason, but the reason doesn’t match yet Last breath, take it in, last breath, make it count I wasn’t happy then, why would I be faking now This the real deal, nose aimed at the sky Gotta pinch myself, it doesn’t feel real And if it isn’t don’t tell me, I might slip But I was never as confident as I write this