I feel it’s best, since you would never speak
To me, and everybody says the truth’ll set you free
I speak, on what I’m feeling day to day
Waking make food, straight walk
Class halls, play ball, that’s all
I try to focus up, keep pushing you back
But fantasize about a life
Where I open up, then I look at the past
And see the time of my life
In a vision I don’t know if it’s us
You won’t talk to me, right?
Well fuck that! Call me out the blue
Like you expect me to run back!
I may have been inclined in the past
Now I’m likely to crack
Gimme time and I’ll snap,
Do you want that?!
How the fuck can I forget you
When you pull that shit?
How the fuck can I forgive if you
If you do that still?
Did you expect I’d forget
Flip, let it forgive
That you could fuck with me, and I’d be like “cool, that’s it”. Fuck that

You expect me change to don’t you
Don’t leave if you know me
I expected the same from you
It’s gone be what it’s gone be
But if you think I’ma wait for that
Shit, I don’t know what I would say to that
You expect me change to don’t you
Don’t leave if you know me

I want you back, I’d be lying if not
Think about it every day, keep reminding me
When we were spending time it’s getting easy
Thinking time it had stopped
Maybe that’s why I been focused on rewinding the clock
I remember the first time, palms sweat
Long breaths, confidence gone
All stress blow it off, bet
Settle in, you noticed my pace race
And you told me not to worry; I’m in a safe place
And I believed it, how stupid of me
Thought I knew you, going back had you to a tee
Foolish, I knew it’s stupid
But the flow of it all
Was throwing me off
Screw it, refusing cupid
I wrote you a lot,
You started writing back
Then slowly you stopped
I got defiant asking
You if you had noticed at all
Brush it off, perfect
Fuck a song,
I’m concerned about the long run
Cut another off, worth it

I used to come to you relieving my stress
As of late, you’ve been keeping me vexed
I keep repeating myself, say I’m done
What a lie though know it’s all a cycle
So I’m stuck repeating the steps
I’m an addict this habit is hard to break
I’m cracking it’s falling, wait
I’m starting to contemplate
Our relationship
Fuck the wait, I’ma take this shit
Direct to your face, say what I’ve been saving in
I give it all to you!
Ever since we started this
My confidence falling shit
I fought for you!
And promised we’d be better for each other
I guess, we should acknowledge that you never really loved it
So let’s, call it quits
For good, like, all of this, good bye
Would like just another night but we gotta end
People see us go together and laugh
Whatever, I never let em effect what we had